Aasai nooru vagai.. aadi parkum varai..aadalam va...!!

Well, What am I gonna do with this blog.. what am I trying to achieve with this blog.. I was just thinking about it..for a while.. hmm..interesting question..??

then came across a thought..that I shouldn't have even started this blog..if I did not know what I was going to do with this blog..hmm!!

hm.. is this is the case always in life..?? do we always have to know what we want..and what we don't want..?? or is it always like..we don't know what we want ..and just do whatever comes across our mind..our life..and then try to make the best out of it.. ?? or is it like.. we just hang on to something that we have done... and try to as much as possible to get the best out of it. ??

hmm... well..the last one is not a good option for 99% of the time... the others.."Depends" .. on circumstances..

I am surprised that I have come across all these people.... in many places, epochs, circumstances..
and maybe .. in the same person..at different epoch..at different cicrcumstances..!! voow..what a beauty...! or perhaps confusion..maybe..haha.!!

one of the strangest things that has happened ..and is happening...to me is that I have realiazed .. many times.. I think that I like ..this and this.. and don't like this and this.. a particular things looks many times..impossible for me.. when I put myself in that position..
but somehow..at a later stage..sometimes ..I am shocked to see myself .. right in the same scenario unknowingly and unconciously me..doing the same set of things..that I have previously contradicted..and maybe even derided upon.. doing the same set of things... that I would have never imagined that I would do ..when I have placed myself in that position from a safer haeven... but doing those things instead..when I am actually there..in real space and time..

sometimes..I visualize my life ..as a scifi..movie.. haha..!!

sometimes..it is for good..but unfortunately.. most of the times...it is painful..!!

hey..wait..I am not shooting for a sad ending....the best..part ..I have been glad to realize this fact..this reality and..that has made me.. enjoy those moments..also..haha..!! isn;t that..good..!!

hm..wait..a sec..

is it really happening..that way..!! or is it becoz I imagine like..this..I see things happening like this..??

I think this much is enough for now..:-) !!